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The cervical stretching feels horrible, and I whimper unflatteringly. The procedure doesn't take long, though, and there's a gush of clear fluid with a faint pink tinge. No meconium.
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I eat yogurt, a little rice pudding. The castor oil hasn't kicked in yet; this time on the last attempt, I was camped out on the toilet with the September issue of Lucky and a couple of In Touch magazines, which are fit only for toilet reading, but which are also perfect for that purpose, since they require only seconds of visual attention here and there. If you're going to be trapped on the can, you might as well read about Britney's layette.
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I am thrilled, and announce it to the table: I had a real contraction! And it hurt! Louise laughs a little, tells me I have a good attitude about this. "You're welcoming the pain now, huh?"
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Louise and Nicole come upstairs, and Louise must see in how I'm moving that I'm having back labor. She places a big hand on the small of my back, pushes and kneads with the contraction. It feels wonderful, provides a counterpoint to the pain there -- it doesn't take the pain away, just gives me a way to deal with it. Nicole does a cervical check, at my request.
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Here's where knowing a little about midwifery does me a disservice: I know LOP means the baby has turned posterior, after being transverse to slightly anterior during pregnancy. I suddenly understand why the counterpressure on my back feels so good, and why dilation is moving more slowly than I'd like. And I am very, very discouraged.
"How the hell did that happen?" I demand. I'm in enough pain that I've stopped being quite as polite. Nicole looks taken aback, and then apologetic. Louise jumps in: "It happens sometimes. The baby will turn." She reassures me about my progress; this is, after all, my first time. The baby's heart sounds good, and I'm obviously in active labor.
It must be obvious how discouraged I am, and that I'm hurting. Louise tells Sean he can go ahead and start filling the birth pool, since I'll be able to get in soon. I know they usually don't like women to get in the tub before they're about 5 centimeters dilated, and take this as a good sign: I'll be halfway there before too long. Louise disappears downstairs, leaving Nicole to monitor me and massage my back during contractions. Her hands are small and gentle, and I miss Louise's large strong hands; she pushes a lot harder, which helps with the pain. I consider demanding Louise's return, but instead ask Nicole to push harder. It's better than nothing, and I am still feeling the need to be pleasant to the people around me.
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Downstairs, Gretchen and Louise are hanging out at the table. Periodically they hear a sound from upstairs; I must have started moaning through contractions at this point, though they're still tentative, somewhat self-conscious sounds. Louise tells Gretchen she's not going up there, this is Nicole's birth, she's the one in charge, she's the one learning.
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I wonder, now, if that wasn't some deep brain-stem protective attempt on my part. We figure out, much later, that Sophia's cord was short; that, combined with her posterior position, made it almost impossible for her head to be applied well to my cervix, which made progress so slow -- nothing was forcing the cervix open. Eventually the short cord proves slightly problematic in its own right, too.
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I want to ask if it isn't too early, but I don't care at this point, I'll take a longer labor if I can just tone down the pain a little. I hop into that tub fast enough to make a splash.
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